Resolutions

I am not going to push things to happen. (Although I will not be passive, I can't be even if I wanted to, not in my personality, and I don't believe being passive does good for anyone.)

I will not ever become a regular smoker again, even though I might socially smoke.

I will work harder.

I will not go out every night, although I really don't want to stay home at all nowadays, no, I will not go out every night. Although I really enjoy my porter at the end of the day.

I will go to Tango more often, especially Mondays.

But I will not buy any new Tango shoes, unless it's the turquoise and gold pair I've been waiting for, or it's a pair that I cannot breath without.

I will not buy anything that I'm not going to wear comfortably and frequently.

I will save some money so I can pay my Bikram Yoga subscription, which I will go to regularly.

I will cook and eat at home more often.

I will stay between 105-110lbs.


I will not daydream. I will not hope unrealistically. I will act more like an adult rather than a teenager. I will know what is real and I will accept. I will not let my daydreams lead my hopes.


I will remember that joy comes from different sources, and I will not make any one single thing the sole source of my happiness, not even temporarily.